As usual....

As usual......
She left. I will miss her. She moved on. I will remain where I am.
As usual.....
Logic defies emotion.
As usual.....
I am left to pick up the broken pieces all by myself.
As usual.....
I will have to bury it deep within my soul. Not think of it. Not dwell on it. Not feel it anymore.
As usual.....
I gave in to the twist in my sobriety.
As usual.....
I will be engulfed with the black, the pain, the loss, the aftermath.
As usual......
I will say never again.
As usual.......
I am all alone........