Monday, February 25, 2013

Where to go with all that pent up energy? It will not end well, I know.

Wednesday, February 06, 2013

Randomness

I seek you with  helpless abandon. In the darkest corners of my mind, I search and search, and turn up empty handed.
I wonder and explore, restless in my fruitless escape from reality. My confusion eternal. My displeasure discontenting. Grasping at the ashes of a dream long gone. Forlorn in my attempt. Unable to accept a truth that seems to be staring me in the face. Challenging my thoughts of surrender. Conquered by the inadequacy of the bare facts.
Disappointed in my apathy more than anything else.
Fearful of the consequences.
Reluctant and unsatisfied.
The exploration, yet again, is not complete.