The rollercoaster ride is so exhilarating.....it's a rush like no other rush. You want to scream, you want to laugh, and you want to cry all at the same time. And when it's done, you want to ride all over again. Even though you were really scared during the ride....even though you were hanging upside down most of the time; all you remember is the rush.
I wonder if that's what I'll feel after this rollercoaster ride. Although the rush is not the dominant feeling right now. I feel all the confusion, all the fear, all the uncertainty of coming out of it unscathed. But I don't feel the rush yet.
I can't wait to find out the state I'll be in when it's over....I just hope it's the one I'm wishing for....
