An abundant and overflowing of emotions that is hard to control. Dormant for a long time, yet all of a sudden needing an outlet, lest they suffocate their bearer.
And it's hard to start, because all routes lead to the same destination - pain.
But I can't breathe. It's all trapped in between where it beats and where I inhale the shortest of breaths. A raging battle between the instinct of survival and the heart of a lonesome warrior, that has long lost his will to win.
And I catch a breath again, and exhale. Maybe the next breath will be longer. Maybe its flow will be gentler. Maybe it won't get buried in the avalanche.
Maybe.
And it's hard to start, because all routes lead to the same destination - pain.
But I can't breathe. It's all trapped in between where it beats and where I inhale the shortest of breaths. A raging battle between the instinct of survival and the heart of a lonesome warrior, that has long lost his will to win.
And I catch a breath again, and exhale. Maybe the next breath will be longer. Maybe its flow will be gentler. Maybe it won't get buried in the avalanche.
Maybe.
