Sometimes I'm so pissed off that I can't even describe my feelings, or why I'm so pissed off. Like now - having a feeling that people are so unfair, or maybe so stupid. Or maybe I'm the one who's stupid for accepting a lot of things that I do accept. And I know I'll calm down later, and tell myself that I was being silly, and that it wasn't worth it to get so upset. That's just the way I am. I forgive quickly and easily. I think it's a lifetime of losing things and people that mean a lot to me that has taught me not to dwell on my disappointments too much. After all, we all make mistakes - giving people excuses and enjoying the good times means much more to me. I just wish more people would start to think that way. That's the frustrating part; I think I'm the only one in my surroundings that's willing to forgive and forget - and move on. Sometimes it hurts, sometimes I'm numb. I'll do my part, and one day they too will learn. Until then, I will become upset and pissed off every now and then......and then it will pass.