Lies

I am so sick and tired of them. The lies.......the deceit...the backstabbing. When will it ever end. Why do people do that. To advance in their career...to earn more money?? What is this? Doesn't anyone understand the true meaning of life. It's not worth it...none of it. Why can't we just be good to each other. Why can't we be honest.....We can't be perfect of course. But, why can't we try to strive for something just a bit less. Why lose a friend or a colleague willingly, why give up someone's love for something materialistic....or not even that...for something utterly and completely self-serving, even of it is the feeling of superiority. There's nothing wrong with ambition.....nothing wrong with trying to better yourself. Do your best, be honest and ethical....and in the end you will be rewarded. Maybe not with a huge paycheck, or an impressive title....but at least with people's love and respect.

Maybe I'm talking of an ideal world......but I truly believe that's the way we should act. We will make mistakes...we will hurt each other every now and then......but we will not mean it...it just happens because we are human beings susceptible to making mistakes....but not because we meant it.

People around me never ceaze to amaze me. I learn something every day from just watching them act and react. But sometimes, somethings are too much for me to comprehend. Sometimes, I cannot put myself in their shoes......I just can't....I keep asking why?? why?? why was that necessary?? why did she have to shout at her....why did he have to hurt her?? why? It doesn't make any sense.

How can someone know you for so long...and still misunderstand your intentions. Not misunderstand an action....but the whole intention behind the action.....How is that so?? Do I have to prove myself to you everyday?? Don't you know me by now? That is just not me....I would never think like that....let alone act on it.......no way. You should've known better. But I forgive you....surrounded by all the lies and deceit in this world......you have no choice but to believe anything....however much unexpected it may be.

I just want people to remember that....what goes around, comes around.

A New Experience

I was just introduced to the World of blogging yesterday. And I loved it. I loved the idea of being able to express my feelings with complete freedom......and I love to write. I used to write, all the time, pour my heart out. But then, my heart was light....not anymore. So I stopped. But now, I am ashamed of myself. Ashamed that I allowed myself to hybernate.....to lose touch wth my inner being. All of you bloggers inspired me. And I thank you....from the bottom of my heart.