A story of a girl

This is the story of a girl who fell in love when she shouldn't have. She didn't even know if what she felt was love...infatuation...desire....or something else entirely. All she knew was that she wanted to see him all the time. To look in his eyes all the time. To be possessed by him all the time. All she knew was that she was willing to risk everything just to be held by him; just to lie in his arms; just to taste his lips. All she knew is that she loved listening to his stories, no matter how many times he repeated them. That she loved to hear his voice. That she wanted to taste his tears...swallow them....make sure he never cries again. All she knew was that when he looked at her....that deep loving look, everything seemed ok. Everything was possible. Everything was safe. All she knew she felt for sure was that he didn't love her back. All she knew was that he didn't belong to her. Although she could see herself carrying his children. Although she could see herself stroking his hair late into the night. Although she could see herself kissing his lips everyday. Although she could see herself growing beautiful by the minute....if only he loved her back. This is the story of a girl who had everything to lose and nothing to gain. This is the story of a girl who wanted to lose it all and only gain the one thing she couldn't have. This is the story that is as old as the world and as new as the morning dew. This is the story that is like all love stories......a story that has the same beginning but a different ending......every single time.