Sunday, May 21, 2006

I am bored and depressed and totally and completely stressed out. I am going through a yucky phase. It's been going on for sometime now, and I don't know when it will end. Crossraods. A difficult decision. Or do I just think it's difficult. Maybe it's not such a difficult choice, maybe I'm just creating difficulties for myself. I don't know, I really don't. Usually my approach is to say that God will direct me to the best solution, even if I think it's not. But why am I worried this time? Maybe because I'm too stressed, trying to evaluate my options from every angle. I know that whatever happens will be for the best. I know and believe in God's will. I just need to put a cap on what's bugging me. Ok, I'll try, really, I should. I mean there's no point. What am I gaining out of all this? except more stress. Which I definitely don't need now.

What will be, will be....................
Ché será será...............................

5 comments:

Safiya Outlines said...

Pray, sleep lots and eat well. That is my cure for stress. Stress is your body telling you that you need to slow down.

As Mark Twain said:Most of my worries never happened.

Hope you feel better soon :-)

Lubna said...

Amr,
Thank you for visiting my blog, and for your kind words.

Safiya,
Thank you for your well wishes. I will use your advice - although the sleep lots might be difficult, but I'll give it a shot:-)
Thanks.

Safa said...

Egypt is full of stressful situations. You learn to just roll with it. Just take a backseat. Sometimes we feel pressured, but truth is....we can choose to just SLOW DOWN. Take ur time deciding which path is yours, and don't let anyone point u in a direction that you know is not your own. If you don't have what you want to be happy, learn to be happy with what you have....

MechanicalCrowds said...

Let me know if you've figured it out!

Anonymous said...

Hope things are better now. Kinna going through the same phase here! It is horrible! Wanna share how it was like to reach the final decision though?

Trivial notice:
It is "que será será"! :)