The First Loss

You never said it,
You never showed it,
I never felt it,
You never spoke it.

I craved a hug,
I craved a smile,
You never sought it,
You never budged.

And now you're gone,
Forever lost,
You won your battle,
I lost my war.

So tell me this,
Forget the twist,
If lives repeat,
Would you still insist?