Something is pulling me back....something so powerful...I am resisiting...but there is such a bittersweet feeling that cannot be ignored. I know I can control it.....that urge to be repossesed by the memories....but I don't want to...I want to succumb to that feeling...even if for just a little while...enjoy it...mellow in it's peacefulness....
But suddenly, it's not peaceful anymore...it's painful...so painful that I can actually feel it physically. An ache so profound, I cannot overcome it even if I tried. And then it's peaceful again....and I have the choice to ignore it.
But again...I choose not to................
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know how you must feel. but later on... you will feel better to not succumb.
your blog name: A new beginning. an honest wish. i can relate to that. a whole new start. where we can make better choices. hope your honest wish comes true.
Thanks Doshar for your kind words. I have been reading your blog for the past couple of weeks, and I enjoy it very much. Keep it up!!
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Nora,
The past is part of who we are. It will always have power over us. The urge to relive your memories, to wish you could go back is irresistable.
Just don't let it get out of proportion. Dreaming of the future & making plans is a lot more fun.:)
Loulou,
I guess you're right-the past is definitely a part of us, of who we are....of who we became.
Dreaming of the future.....I wouldn't really call it fun....especially if these dreams don't come true:) But I guess we can always dream that our dreams do come true...:)
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